I Hate This.

Why does summer bring about wildly fluctuating moods and obsessive behavior?? I hate it...I hate being bipolar. I hate the tendancy to make mountains out of molehills. I really, REALLY hate the rapidly changing emotions. I can feel about 10 different emotions in 5 minutes some days. It drives me crazy, if you'll pardon the smart-ass pun. On days like this, I really couldn't say what keeps the smokes outta my face. There are moments that I really could kill for one when I feel this way. I guess I just hold on to the knowledge that it will pass. Smoking won't make it pass faster...with my luck, it'd make this crap last longer. Trust me, that's the absolute last thing that I need!